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My butch role model... ![]()
not entirely sure what to do here yet.. i'd like to make a monument to my self expression and how i choose to present despite the fundamental rejection i feel from the world around me. this is a place of self worship and how i feel that love... growing up, i had no lesbian role-models. i didn't even know what lesbians were. nobody "taught me" how to be butch, the women in my life looked (or acted, for that matter) nothing like me, and it forced me to carve out my own expression of "what butchness was" before i even knew what being butch... was.
butchness isn't a cultivation of aesthetics or, to me, something i can easily explain. it's just who i am, and it's who i think i've always been (although i resisted it for a very long time) as i look back on things... this is also a gentle resting place for the parts of me i pushed down and hurt in my attempts to be "acceptable" and "palatable". little dutch... don't cry... you were so brave. it wasn't your fault!
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"OK, so he's a big, greasy macho guy, but with that haircut, he looks just like a dyke. Handles a weapon like one, too!"
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stuff i'm trying to make time for between all of my creative exploits! fandom isn't everything, after all. wish me luck!
